i realized something today, when i listened to love songs or favourite songs, be it happy or sad songs..i'll be thinking of the people dearest to my heart.

they could be my family, my friends, my students, could also be...that guy. (to be precise: guys- bcuz more than one)

I will imagine the picture of them in my head.
and today i capture the image of his name when i listen to Avril Lavigne's new single-What the Hell.
I'm thinking of him too when i listen to the song of Paramore-You are The only Exception.
OMG...

My heart felt so blue..so sad..something came and blew my whole heart. it felts so cold and windy inside.
OMG..can you hear me? do you know what i felt inside?
I MiSs YoU so much..Can't you read me? Why don't you notice it?Or you pretend as if you don't see it cuz you already have someone else inside that red blooded heart?

Even so can't you do something so that i will lose hope on you? And be seriously heartroken so that i will never ever dare to even spell your name on my lips?

OMG..i can still picture your face, your name, your smile now. Should i ask your friend about you? Should i ask them to ask you about the space in your heart? Should i be the shameless one?
I already am the shameless one,but you still didn't give me any clue.

OMG...Tell me..
Should i carry on or just move on?

OMG..if only you can read this.
If only you can read me.
If only i can read your heart.
If only i am not falling for you.

If only...this is just a dream....i'll wake up tomorrow morning and you'll be forgotten.
Sadly...
it is not!

Whisper:My heart is longing for an answer..can't you just give it to her?